Moving right along.

I am making it right along. Had a good weekend. Took photo's at Tina Sherwood's wedding. It was a long day, and even longer night. The Bride was beautiful... and the wedding was even more gorgeous. I got lots of great pictures. I am not done editing them but I am sure there are many more to come. I hope the family is happy with my selection.

Till the next one.

Becka Marshall

Senior Pictures

Making the memories, I today went and took senior photo's of a very pretty gal! she always does great in front of my camera! She needed her senior pictures done and we had fun doing them. I'm tired and need sleep but they are done and posted. Check them out.

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I managed to get them all edited and uploaded yay me!

Now on the the next project!

making me....

Blue Skys

I feel that the time is near, the time for change. I hope that maybe someday that I can make some right choices this time. I just feel like something different needs to happen. I need some time to make some changes for the better. =-). I am undecided on these said decisions. But I hope that the idea will come to me soon.

- To the future-

Come on life MAKE MY DAY!

Making a final choice today; to re build. My confidence, my self esteem, my wall of friendships. Mush evaluation is needed. However the conclusion has been made, and is quite simple. If I stick to what I know things will come a lot easier, that I will become a lot more happy. If I try to complicate things, and make life harder the adverse effect.

28 years has gone by, and in those, many things try and hold me to a pessimistic thought, action. For many years I thought " life is teaching me something" maybe it is, to stand up for me. well it's high time that I taught life a lesson. It starts with a simple optimistic thought. "I am good enough". it's that simple.

With every Pessimistic thought I encounter, I will replace with one optimistic. If I have to keep upping the optimism I will. Life is in turn for a rude shocker! why I am good enough

The Past is behind me, the Future is ahead, yet noone knows what is going to happen.

I find that everyday I wake up something is going to happen. I am not sure what or to what extent, however lately I have witnessed some stuff that has happened to me that I NEVER thought that would happen. It seems life is testing me, to the point that I am just wondering what is it trying to tell me. It all seems to happen all at once as well, this is how my life always works unfortunately for me. I just hope that it will smooth out soon and just teach me what I need to learn and be done!

-Becka-

Lost a piece of my heart

I lost a part of my heart this week... a part of my soul.. A void has filled my heart that I hope can be filled back up. I don't know what to do at this point. I don't know how to fix what happened. I do know how my heart feels, Empty.

You met those few people in your life that make you feel "complete". Like they were someone close to you in a past life. Then there are those people that make you feel like the world is all glitter and gold. I know a couple people like this, one is the other part of my heart. A friend that understands what I am in a bad mood. When I need space without me saying it. When I need a friend to talk to. This person fills every bit of my heart with love and friendship and the second is another part of my heart. A innocent child. A blessing. Who taught me how to love UN selfishly. taught me that love was more than what you did for a living, or what you looked like. it was what was in your heart. When I was down all I had to do was look into this child's eyes and my world was instantly better. His little smile could dry any tear, and his laughter could heal any wound. I know that things will work themselves''s out. They always do. however I can't help but feel that void, from my errors.... And am at loose on how to fix them.

They leave me dazed and confused and heart broken.

"Mistakes, obviously, show us what needs improving. Without mistakes, how would we know what we had to work on?"

This is so true, I truly believe that the mistakes I make everyday are healthy, even if they are repeated. Why? because obviously I need to learn a bigger life lesson from these mistakes that I keep repeating. The trick? I need to be a bit more in tune with myself,my actions.And you guessed it my mistakes. That way I can learn that making them,( as much as curtain people think that they should be avoided) are what makes me stronger; and has made me the strong person I am today.

Someone has always been right there to remind me that sometimes emotions play into your words, which can cause mistakes,which can cause hurt. I want nothing more than the whole world to be happy, if I could please everyone I would. I find myself a " pleaser". But I believe that I try to hard. This can hinder my result. How do you classify the gestures I do? Sometimes people find the nice things you do to be , overdoing it. How do you know when it is to much? This all is so confusing to me.

Well blessings in your day :-)

-Becka-

Heading to another day

I once again wake, and head out for another day. The same time, same place. I wonder if it will ever get mundane. and then I remember that I can make everyday exciting. No matter what I have to do. Even if I don't like what I have to do. Which I do like my job and I feel fortunate to have them. I just wonder what I can do BEFORE I head to work to make my life exciting. Perhaps this can be my ponder for the day.

Have a blessed day everyone!

Becka

Defining gravity

Trying to make that step everyday to define gravity. I hope that someday to realize that it is easier then it is let on someday's. I believe that I try and make things bigger then they are intended to be. and when I realize that they aren't that big of a deal, what I want comes a lot easier.

" Believe"that is the key word here. It is the word that gives us all hope at the end of the day, and the start of a new one. Because really we need to believe in a lot of things, and really sometimes that " One" thing that is making the day, week, or month so terrible. Could just take a little believing I realize myself, more then you know. that it is easier to sit and type these words then actually do them. But realize this. If you can accomplish something today that you didn't think you could. Imagine how that would make you feel?