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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Lost a piece of my heart

I lost a part of my heart this week... a part of my soul.. A void has filled my heart that I hope can be filled back up. I don't know what to do at this point. I don't know how to fix what happened. I do know how my heart feels, Empty.

You met those few people in your life that make you feel "complete". Like they were someone close to you in a past life. Then there are those people that make you feel like the world is all glitter and gold. I know a couple people like this, one is the other part of my heart. A friend that understands what I am in a bad mood. When I need space without me saying it. When I need a friend to talk to. This person fills every bit of my heart with love and friendship and the second is another part of my heart. A innocent child. A blessing. Who taught me how to love UN selfishly. taught me that love was more than what you did for a living, or what you looked like. it was what was in your heart. When I was down all I had to do was look into this child's eyes and my world was instantly better. His little smile could dry any tear, and his laughter could heal any wound. I know that things will work themselves''s out. They always do. however I can't help but feel that void, from my errors.... And am at loose on how to fix them.

They leave me dazed and confused and heart broken.